Entry #3

I’ve been feeling flat. The memories come back in flashes. I see me, crunched over the toilet vomiting after smoking B.C. weed and sobbing my heart out. The bathroom door opens, and Papa charges in. He sits down next to me and places a hand on my back.
“I love you,” comes out as a whisper from his lips. I reach for a tissue and wipe my mouth, pull the flush knob down and roll back on my bum.

As I’m sitting there cross-legged, looking at his baby blue eyes, he runs his fingers through the ends of my curly brown hair. I tilt my head to peck a kiss on the back of his hand. “I love you.”

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I miss you, Papa.

I love you more than I did before.
And if today I don’t see your face,
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place. It gets harder everyday.

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"Why didn’t you just rip my heart right out of my fucking chest? It would of hurt a hell of a lot less."

at least i wouldn’t have to suffer
{ also kinda rhymes ayee } (via tohavescarlessskin)

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sinkatsea:

So my first attempt at poetry and it’s lame, sorry.

sinkatsea:

So my first attempt at poetry and it’s lame, sorry.

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his-submissive-girl said: Heyyyy. Listen to me. You're not going anywhere. You are loved. So so so loved. Maybe not by him but by many others. I love you, please please don't hurt yourself. You're beautiful and good and the world needs people like you in it. That smile and those eyes can't just be gone. Stay ok? Stay here.

You of all people should know what this is like. You and I have texted eachother, you know about Papa and how it hurts to lose him. Why would I stay alive?

faggot-paradise said: OH DANG GIRL I HAVENT SAW YOU IN 666 YEARS

RIGHT I KNOW HOLY SHIT

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